Your voice was all i heard
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get the hell away

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Me, Myself & I

Fatena Abdullah, 09/04.
A daughter to a single mother. A sister to the brothers. A rainbow to him. A friend to you. A girl who just wants to smile all the way through.
Coffe bean is my best friend, and Elmo is my husband! :D


12:12 AM Wednesday, 9 December 2009

euw freaking cross that. i fucking dont like the 9th. sigh
they are just friend.

12:06 AM

The 9th of every month.

Means alot more then just a month-nesary
Means alot more then just a number
Means alot more then just memories
It means alot more..

because on the 9th, is the highlight of my 2009.

3:05 AM Wednesday, 2 December 2009

There are two kinds of love…in the safe kind you look for someone who’s exactly like you. It’s what most folks settle for. But then there’s the other kind of love. Everyone’s born with a ragged edge, and some folks crave that piece that’s a perfect fit. You’ll search for it forever, if you have to. And if you’re lucky enough to find it, it looks so right, you start to tear at your own seams, thinking, maybe I could look just as perfect. But then, of course, when you try to get close to their other half, you don’t fit anymore. That kind of love…you come out of it a different person than you were when you started.

2:54 AM

You cant erase who we were and what we had. No one can. We burn so bright together, you wont lose that but now its time to let go.

and i love you.

12:37 AM Friday, 27 November 2009

Didn't I warned you before we dated that I'm afraid of rejections?
somehow, you need to stop giving me hope. Stop making me believe.

eat it. chew it. remember it. digest it.

I hate cancellations!

3:11 AM Thursday, 26 November 2009

The number 9

.. means more that anything in my life

second chances in life, don’t come around so often :)


" Take a look at yourself in the mirror, see who is looking back. Is it the person you want to be
or is there someone else you meant to be or the person you should have been but feel short of.
If someone tells you that you cant or you wont because you can, believe that love is out there.
Believe that dreams come true everyday..because they do, sometimes happiness doest come from money or fame or power, sometimes happiness comes from good friends and family and from the quite nobility from leading a good life. So take a look in the mirror and remind yourself to be happy because you deserve to be believe that"

“ At the end of the day, there are some things you just can’t help but talk about. Some things we just don’t want to hear, and some things we say because we can’t be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say, they’re what you do. Some things you say cause there’s no other choice. Some things you keep to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves.
— Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy


dedicated to Fee Whodean with love.

10:39 PM Tuesday, 17 November 2009

My goal today

…no more needy-ness. I am a strong woman with great capacity for loving. And if this relationship isn’t meeting my needs, I’m moving on. If I have to look over my shoulder to wonder if this is also going on with someone else, it isn’t worth my time. In the past 9 months I have made huge strides in my life to get myself back in shape. I’m feeling better than I have in years. I am strong. I am beautiful. I am capable. I am sexy. I will not be played.